The last few years have been trying. A huge shift has happened and I have felt completely lost. In these trying times I’ve been craving maternal comfort, even at 33 years old. When I’m being swallowed up in all the womanly pressures and aspects of this life, I want my mom! We weren’t huggers but I remember laying in my mom’s lap many sacrament meetings and feeling safe and grounded. Now I yearn to do the same in my Heavenly Mother’s lap.